Self-realization

Lately, I've realized that I need self-realization. Wow, that even sounded silly. How does one realize what they're lacking/needing? Maybe have another person, say a loved one, point it out? Or maybe come to terms that after 29 years on this planet, it's about damn time.

I came home today and broke down. I didn't feel welcomed. Yes, even my beautiful dog, Naomi, didn't feel like her happy usual self when she greets me at the door. Perhaps I am far disconnected than I had imagined.

Baby steps, Rosie. Baby steps.

blogging on an iPhone is no easy task

I'll try anyway.

My left ear won't stop ringing. J cracked his nicotine gum in my ear last night.

Who, you may ask yourself dear reader, is J? I was just reading some old entries, and found one the day before I met Jimi, saying that I was a sad girl. The following day, Feb 2nd, I met him. 9months later, this man that I didn't think would still be talking to, or be associated with, is luckily in my life. In a short period of time I'm surprised to have fallen in love with him. An event that I thought would happen again.

I hope to update with positive entries. . .

Well, I'm getting my hair done as I finish this and my scalp is itchy!

So much change in so little time

For the sake of sounding like a bi-polar-schizophrenic-neurotic person, I'll try to sum it up in a nutshell:

Fell in love, fell out of love, and more confused than ever.

There. That wasn't so hard to say/type.

I am a very, very sad girl lately

Things have come to a complete halt. I think for good this time.

Good things have to come to an end, I suppose, although I'm not ready to. I haven't shed a tear, and as I type this, I'm quite proud of myself for not having the urge to. Have I really moved on? Have I accepted that we're really through?

Here's what I've done so far:

Vegas x 2 (both times were lots of fun and very unique in its own way)
Mt. Pinos with the family. Ended up bruising up both knees since Naomi was a little too eager in the snow, and pulled me down.

Looking forward to:
Tahoe in February
Mel's birthday at Osteria La Buca next weekend
Rock Band party!
Maui in the near future

Playing hookie during a heat wave

That settles it - I'm going to Malibu to work on my (now fading) tan.

Shouldn't have eaten my scrambled eggs and hot dog.

A Well balanced Meal

I just wanted to share my well balanced meal from Jack in the Box:

Onion rings - ya know, vegetables
Stuffed jalapenos - well, look at that! More vegetables!
Spicy chicken bites - for my protein intake.

To top it off, I am drinking a medium diet coke.

Sigh...it seems like decades ago that I've written on here...

I love you, iphone

Love is such a strong word. I love my family, friends, puppy, and now, my iphone. When Apple announced the iphone in January, I drooled with tech envy. I'm don't usually got nuts over new gadgets, or game consoles, but I had to get my hands on it. This past Friday, I waited in line with Mikey for about 30 minutes and it was well worth the wait (considering some people in NY had to camp out overnight...yikes!)

I'll try to post some pictures taken from my new toy.