Lately, I've realized that I need self-realization. Wow, that even sounded silly. How does one realize what they're lacking/needing? Maybe have another person, say a loved one, point it out? Or maybe come to terms that after 29 years on this planet, it's about damn time.
I came home today and broke down. I didn't feel welcomed. Yes, even my beautiful dog, Naomi, didn't feel like her happy usual self when she greets me at the door. Perhaps I am far disconnected than I had imagined.
Baby steps, Rosie. Baby steps.
27 December 2008
16 October 2008
blogging on an iPhone is no easy task
I'll try anyway.
My left ear won't stop ringing. J cracked his nicotine gum in my ear last night.
Who, you may ask yourself dear reader, is J? I was just reading some old entries, and found one the day before I met Jimi, saying that I was a sad girl. The following day, Feb 2nd, I met him. 9months later, this man that I didn't think would still be talking to, or be associated with, is luckily in my life. In a short period of time I'm surprised to have fallen in love with him. An event that I thought would happen again.
I hope to update with positive entries. . .
Well, I'm getting my hair done as I finish this and my scalp is itchy!
My left ear won't stop ringing. J cracked his nicotine gum in my ear last night.
Who, you may ask yourself dear reader, is J? I was just reading some old entries, and found one the day before I met Jimi, saying that I was a sad girl. The following day, Feb 2nd, I met him. 9months later, this man that I didn't think would still be talking to, or be associated with, is luckily in my life. In a short period of time I'm surprised to have fallen in love with him. An event that I thought would happen again.
I hope to update with positive entries. . .
Well, I'm getting my hair done as I finish this and my scalp is itchy!
26 August 2008
So much change in so little time
For the sake of sounding like a bi-polar-schizophrenic-neurotic person, I'll try to sum it up in a nutshell:
Fell in love, fell out of love, and more confused than ever.
There. That wasn't so hard to say/type.
Fell in love, fell out of love, and more confused than ever.
There. That wasn't so hard to say/type.
01 February 2008
I am a very, very sad girl lately
Things have come to a complete halt. I think for good this time.
Good things have to come to an end, I suppose, although I'm not ready to. I haven't shed a tear, and as I type this, I'm quite proud of myself for not having the urge to. Have I really moved on? Have I accepted that we're really through?
Here's what I've done so far:
Vegas x 2 (both times were lots of fun and very unique in its own way)
Mt. Pinos with the family. Ended up bruising up both knees since Naomi was a little too eager in the snow, and pulled me down.
Looking forward to:
Tahoe in February
Mel's birthday at Osteria La Buca next weekend
Rock Band party!
Maui in the near future
Good things have to come to an end, I suppose, although I'm not ready to. I haven't shed a tear, and as I type this, I'm quite proud of myself for not having the urge to. Have I really moved on? Have I accepted that we're really through?
Here's what I've done so far:
Vegas x 2 (both times were lots of fun and very unique in its own way)
Mt. Pinos with the family. Ended up bruising up both knees since Naomi was a little too eager in the snow, and pulled me down.
Looking forward to:
Tahoe in February
Mel's birthday at Osteria La Buca next weekend
Rock Band party!
Maui in the near future
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