It hasn't been a very good year

I'm on the verge of turning 30, and by the looks of my previous post, I haven't been happy.

I hope the rest of the year can be salvaged.

15 months

today marks the 15 month anniversary.

I love him, but I think he loves drugs more

...

I have never felt so alone, severely depressed, and felt like I've hit an all time low.

Emptiness is consuming me and it's hard to go on

Lost

Not the show, unfortunately.

I've found myself in quite a predicament and cannot turn to anyone for help, a kind ear.

I am lost.

Indifferent

My boyfriend has blocked me from adding him on Facebook. His reason being I hide him from my life, FB is another part of him that he'd rather not have me involved.

I'm just a bit confused, really. Why have your status as "single" on this silly little social networking site, and claim to be my boyfriend? It's rude

Oh and I am quite envious of couples who leave each other messages on FB. Hell, I know it's cheesy, but so what?